February 25, 2011

I have weird dreams...

So I had another one those "baby" dreams except this one had an oh so strange twist!

So I have a daughter, she's like a year old. But Carolyn has been raising her? I haven't seen the child since I gave her up and now I'm coming to to visit her. Carolyn leads me to her room and says "Kaine, mommy's here!" (Why the child is named Kaine, as in Jordan's last name/ guy who killed Abel I have no idea.) and the child shoots up from her crib. but when she sees it's me she stiffens right up because obviously she thought I was Carolyn. I'm devastated. Long story short, I'm so over come with motherly joy that I eventually take Kaine back home with me, even though I'm convinced that's not the name I gave her when she popped out of me. and I'm happy. Like five minutes later....I have a son too, who I think is named Jacob. I'm talking to my mom looking the same, 21 years old...with 2 small children under the age of 5.

So I woke up confused.
A) It was understood that they were Jon's. They had his wavy dark hair, but Where the eff was he?
B) Why could I not remember their names? Quarter life Amnesia?
C) WHY BABY DREAMS?


In other fun news. I FINISHED MY STORY! IT'S IN A BINDER IN MY ROOOOOOOOM!

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