October 26, 2010

Day 11

Favorite Television Shows




Day 10

Things that freak me out!


-Failure
-Needles
-Getting pregnant before I'm ready too
-Being Alone
-The Dark
-Losing the people I'm close to
-Passing tractor trailers on the highway.

haha just to name a few.

Day 9

Pictures of my friends!











October 25, 2010

Blog challenge day 8

A place that I've traveled.


Last summer I spent two weeks in Lithuania. My mom is 100% and both her parents lived there. It was an amazing emotional trip. It's hard to believe that it's been over a year since my family went. Another fun fact about that trip is the morning that I left, I went on my first date with Jon. haha. He was very persistant, I wanted to get together after I got back.

Although Lithuania was full of crazy food and a relationship that I didn't understand very well. But I hope that in a few years that I can go back. They are my family and I'm looking forward to learning the language better and all that fun stuff. My great aunt told me to bring my babies next time. I'm thinking that's probably not going to be the case next trip.

Day 7

Just to name a few. :D



Day 6 need to get caught up!

A picture of something that makes me happy!

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I think this one is pretty much self explanitory. Most people don't see this side of him. But I'm lucky enough that I get to. :)



Someday, when I have my own place, I'm gonna have one! eeeek!

October 19, 2010

Day 5


Write about your siblings:

I have one younger brother, David Jr, who is 18 years old. When we were younger we were pretty close. We went through an "You're obnoxious, I'm gonna punch you" phase and now we're close again. Everyone claims that the navy turns someone into a different person and I used to dread that thought. Thinking that he was going to come back as some beefy drone. but its' quite the opposite. He's polished, carries himself in a better way and he's just...polite.(crazy I know) but bottom line, he's the same David and I hate that he lives so far away. A weekend was not enough.

I have a sort of "sister" by choice. Hell everyone thought we were sisters this past weekend anyhow. My brother's girlfriend Nikki has been a big part of our lives and even more so during his time away. She is easy to be around and not only did we have a blast this past weekend, but I also work with her too. Oh Big Y, you flow in my veins so many ways. Here's hoping she sticks around. :)

October 18, 2010

Day 4

Write about your Parents:

My parents story is pretty cool. They met when my mom was 15 and dad was 19. My mother was actually living with my father's sister when they met. (Its a long long story) Eventually my dad told her she was pretty and all that Jazz and they started to date. At first (and this is why I find my relationship with Jon so ironic) everyone hated my dad and didn't want to give him a chance because he was so much older than my mom. But eventually they warmed up. My parents dated for FIVE years before my mom was like..."what are we doing here." That's right, she gave my dad the cliche' ultimatum. So they were 20 and 24 when they got married. They lived in a bunch of renters and eventually they moved into the house by Walmart where I used to live. My parents actually waited SEVEN years before they had me. It's pretty amazing to think that I cold be alot older than I am. Three years later my brother came into the world and shortly after we moved to where we live now. The rest is history.

For the most part my parents are awesome. We don't fight often and I would say that I'm pretty close to them. Sometimes I wish they would just give me a little more space and independence. You know, If I wanna live with Jon it wouldn't be a federal case. Oh well. You love em no matter what.

Day 3

Write about your first love....

As I said in the past, I've had three other relationships before this current one. The first two were in highschool. Obviously nothing like that counts. Rich however is a different matter.

He treated me perfectly amazing, We were together for almost two years. I'm not really sure how to describe it. I thought I loved him, I really did. But it got to the point that When I thought of being with him forever, I couldnt handle it. Ultimately, we were different people who needed different things and it was a long time coming.

I know that it's probably uber cheesy to say that Jon is my first love. But I really think he is. I can't even explain the differences sometimes. All I know is that it never hurt to leave Rich, even if it was going to be something dumb like 24 hours. I hate it. I feel like I never get my Jon fix. I feel like Jon is confident, and he drops his guard so I can see his "true colors" Even if he thinks he's ugly or hairy or whatever. I don't think that, We are confident because of each other. I know he's my 4th boyfriend but I feel like there have been alot of firsts. First guy I talked to seriously about the future, first vacation, etc etc etc.

Jon's also the only guy that liked me back as much as I liked them. and besides the mega crush I had on James...haha back in the day. Jon's The only guy I was crushing hard on. the other three liked me first.

I feel like this is the way it's going to be. and I'm excited for the future.

Day 2

Blog Meaning:

It's based on the Regina Spektor Song, On The Radio.

This is how it works
It feels a little worse
Than when we drove our hearse
Right through that screaming crowd

While laughing up a storm
Until we were just bone
Until it got so warm
That none of us could sleep

And all the Styrofoam
Began to melt away
We tried to find some words
To aid in the decay

But none of them were home
Inside their catacomb
A million ancient bees
Began to sting our knees

While we were on our knees
Praying that disease
Would leave the ones we love
And never come again

On the radio
We heard, 'November Rain'
That solo's really long
But it's a pretty song
We listened to it twice
'Case the DJ was asleep

This is how it works
You're young until you're not
You love until you don't
You try until you can't

You laugh until you cry
You cry until you laugh
And everyone must breathe
Until their dying breath

No, this is how it works
You peer inside yourself

You take the things you like
And try to love the things you took

And then you take that love you made
And stick it into some
Someone else's heart
Pumping someone else's blood

And walking arm in arm
You hope it don't get harmed
But even if it does
You'll just do it all again

And on the radio
You hear, 'November Rain'
That solo's awful long
But it's a good refrain
You listen to it twice
'Cause the DJ is asleep

On the radio, on the radio
On the radio, uh oh, on the radio, uh oh
On the radio, uh oh, on the radio

We sang it in Bellas...and I also just think it applies to life.

30 day Blog Challenge...1


Copying Jes, because this seems fun and I'm the queen of procrastination.

Day 1: Introduce, Recent photo, and 15 Interesting Facts


Okay obviously I'm Kelly. I'm 21 and I'm a senior at CCSU. I used to be a Music Major but now I'm an English major. Either way I want to get the hell out of here. The plan is with winter and summer classes I will be walking in May. Most people are off and doing their own thing at this point, but I might be moving home again for grad school. You know cheaper and what not. My younger brother is in the Navy, I just visited him this past weekend. I bet you would be surprised if you talked to him. He's the same David, only better.:) I've been with my boyfriend Jon for a little over a year now. I've had boyfriends in the past, but this relationship is like nothing I've ever known. I'm looking forward to how things are going to turn out. :D

I like to write, cook, watch the office, and be with Jon. Knitting is pretty cool also.


15 facts in no particular order

15:I have Rugrats on my instant queue on Netflix. I watch it ever like everday.
14.Jon and I were in a training video for work. Everyone at every big Y watches it. AHH. Even the ones far away.
13. I'm left handed.
12. I really wish I had a Beagle. Maybe once Jon and I get a place.
11. I'm afraid of passing big trucks on the highway. Like phobia.
10.I'm half Lithuanian and if you know me, like I'm sure you do, I'm friggin proud of it.
9. While he was at Basic Training, I sent my brother part of my newest story. He let other people read it and they liked it. Scary yes, but Inspiring....sure.
8. I dont like mayo, or barbeque sauce apparently
7. I really like Zombie movies, and video games. Hence THE ZOMBIE NOVELLAS being born.
6. I don't like bars, because not only to creeps hang out there, but I can't hear and it sucks.
5.I danced for nine years and change.
4.I love naps, I'm like a little kid.
3.I've been knitting a legit sweater for a while. Just like reading for pleasure, school comes first.
2. I plan way too far into the future. I know alot of things I want at my wedding, the car I'm going to get once I have a full time job, my future pet names, and my future first born son and daughter's names too.
1.Music captivates me. I love listing to it, arranging it, performing it.

October 11, 2010

Stolen from JES!

You're gonna be asked unique questions, you ready?
sure

Where is the person who has your heart?
for real? At walmart, I just talked to him on the phone. :)


What is the wallpaper on your phone?
Jon outside of a show. He took it for me.

What is the wallpaper on your computer?
Once of the backgrounds that came with my new laptop. I like it.

What do you want for your birthday?
with the exception of two summer courses, be done with my undergrad.

Congratulations, you just had a baby girl! What's her name?
Hailey Beyus? (How did I not know about this?)

When was the last time you wanted to punch someone in their face?
It's been awhile. So long in fact that if I saw him, if probably wouldn't matter anymore.


Is there anyone who doesn't like you?
Probably, oh well I guess.

Are you happy?
yeah,pretty much

Do you miss anyone?
David, but I'm gonna see him in 4 days!

Who was the last person you took a picture with?
Good question, Jon and Fintan?

Is anything bothering you?
Just tired, like always.


What are you craving at the moment?
Jon's company and something chocolately and delicous


Have a best friend?
I do indeed, as well as 11 sisters that have my back. :)

Are you in a good mood right now?
I guess, I could stand to take a nap though

What are you doing?
taking a break from homework, (I'm almost done). Watching Rugrats on Netflix and this.

Do you think that you have made a difference in someone's life?
I sure hope so!


Are you wearing a ring, if so, who gave it to you?
I don't have a ring, but I would love one. Heh heh.


Last movie you watched?
Land of the lost. It was mediocre

Is anyone protective over you?
Yup, I guess it goes with the title of being boyfriend.


Do you correct people when they make spelling mistakes on the internet?
Usually when I make a mistake. Being an English major now, I feel like I need to be better.

Are you afraid to tell your true feelings?
When I feel like its going to offend someone yes.

Do you know how it feels to be cheated on?
no, don't want to feel that way.

Are you waiting for anything?
Real life?

Has anything happened to you in the past month that made you really mad?
Nothing that made me really mad. Just little tiffs about things.


Do you hate anyone?
I don't know, Hate's a strong word I guess. Dislike, yes.


Are you going out of town soon?
Chicago! woot


Do you read magazines, or just look at the pictures?
It depends on the magazine. I mostly read the ones that Interest me from cover to cover.

Who was the last person you went out to eat with?
Jon or my parents maybe?


Does it bother you when people try to make you jealous?
depends on the situation

Where is your dad?
Work

Last time you laughed?
when I was on the phone with Jon a while ago.


Is it possible to be single and happy?
sure

Next time you will kiss someone on the lips?
Tonight!

Do you think you'll have the same best friends a year from now?
Yeah, We've been best friends this long, I can't imagine that would just change.


Could you stay in the same relationship for over a year?
I'm currently in a relationship that's been longer than a year. 13 months and 2 days if you wanna be exact.

What was the last thing you drank?
water


Do you stay up later than ten o'clock on a week night?
Yah, something I don't want to be up that late.


Who's the last person you told a secret to?
Jon probably


What are your plans for the weekend?
Dave graduates from basic on Friday. Then we're spending the weekend in Chicago with him before he goes to Texas!


How are you feeling at this moment?
Like I want a nap

Do you think relationships are hard?
they can be at times. But that's what makes them worth it.

Are there any bruises on your body?

Probably. I bruise like crazy. In fact, I just thought of a couple that i know I have. At least those if not more!

Are you a shy person?
I can be. It depends on who Im with.


If you had to choose between a million dollars or be able to change a regret?
I really could use the money.

Have you ever just laid down outside and stared at the stars?
I have before. I like walking around when it's warm at night


Was life simpler for you three years ago, or now?
Nah, it's pretty much the same, just different settings, different teachers, things like that.


Is there someone you think about every single day?
Of course. Probably more than one in fact.

Do people see you as a happy person?
I sure hope so

Are you good at hiding your feelings?
absolutely not. I'm like an open book.

Are you listening to music right now?
Does rugrats count?


What is something you currently want right now?
Money. A C in Linguistics. please.


Have you ever dropped your cell phone in water?
that would be a negative


What's usually colder, your hands or your feet?
Feet probably

What's your full name?
Kelly Anne Robideau


What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
eating lunch


Are you tired right now?
Exhausted. I had one class so far? what the hell?


Last person to be in a car with?
Jonathan


If you and a friend were asked to be on a reality TV show, which would you pick?
Um, I think Jordan Kaine would be really funny to be on Reality TV with


Do you believe in soul mates?
Um it's tough. I've never felt the way I feel about Jon about anyone. Nope not even Rich.

Where did you get your last bruise from?
I have a burn from cooking dinner last week. No bruises though

Would you rather sleep at a friend's or have them over?
Definitely since the apartment, have them over.

Is the sun shining?
Kinda, the clouds are blocking it.


If someone looked on your bed, what would they find?
that it's not made right now

Are your eyes the same color as your dad's?
I think so, we all have grey/blue eyes.

How old will you be on your next birthday?
22. Oh man!

Would you rather have the ability to fly or the ability to read minds?
Fly, I wouldn't have to drive!

Is there anything you're currently holding back?
I don't know, nothing serious.

Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?
yes ma'am

Do you look people in the eye when you talk to them?
I do, unless they are creepy.


Have you ever cried on someones shoulder?
yep. Pretty much on Jon all the time.


Have you ever been so lonely, you cried?
Yeah, I hate being alone.


Have you ever taken a picture of yourself kissing someone?
ugh, I think that's so cheesey. Sorry.

Are you someone who's an asshole because you're so honest?
nah I don't think so.


Would you push someone off a cliff if you had the chance?
nah. That's not good.


Have you ever broken someone's heart?
yah, I've been the breaker.


When was the last time you had ice cream?
um...Friday night?

Could you ever picture yourself on a reality television show?
no haha.


Do you drink more apple or orange juice?
Apple.

When was the last time you cried?
late saturday night/early sunday morning. I was really tired and cranky.

What time did you go to sleep last night?
haha, passed out at eleven. Jon woke me up when he called. so maybe like...one?


Do you regret anything you've done this year so far?
nope


Do you think that you will be married within ten years?
To be honest, I would be surprised if in 5 years I wasn't married.

Do you like waking up to new texts in the morning?
They don't happen much, if he's not working, he's sleeping when I'm awake.

Will you be up before 7 A.M. tomorrow?
NO! thanks god.


Would you ever tattoo your significant other's name on yourself?
nah,


Is there anyone you'd like to apologize to?
uh...I'm sorry? (I can't think of anything)


Do you think anyone has feelings for you?
Yeah, I'm cool with that. <3


Are you wearing any makeup right now?
Yes I am

Are you missing someone?
I miss him five minutes after he leaves me


Are there any saved birthday cards in your bedroom?
yeah.

Is tomorrow going to be a good day?
I hope so. 2 classes, done at 12:15


How much does it take to make you laugh?
not much at all.


Do you think two people can last forever?
I'm certainly banking on that this time.

Where do you go when you want to be alone?
room?


Would you pass a drug test?
yah

Are you a forgiving person?
It really depends on the situation.


What do you currently hear right now?
Rugrats.


When was the last time you were told you were beautiful?
somewhat recently probably

Could you go a day without eating?
no. absolutely not.


Have you ever kissed anyone whose name started with a B?
Nope.


Where is the furthest place you've traveled?
Lithuania

How has the week been?
Well it's only Monday. But so far, so good.


Do you curse in front of your parents?
When I'm really upset about something. I tend to slip.


What girl can you tell everything to?
My cousins.


Has anyone ever sang to you while looking into your eyes?
Kyle. awww. so long ago.

Your song of the week?
I really like the new Kings of Leon song. Radioactive.

Would you date an 18 year old at the age you are now?
Nope, Only older, never younger ever again.

October 1, 2010

Well That Was Easy...

Haha. So here's something I want to share.

I applied to St. Joe's. They have a really excellent program long story short it was the only application I was able to completely finish. Anywho I got a manilla envelope back from them. You know, telling me what I still needed to give them and what not. And also, health forms, and vehicle registration, and a school identification form, emergency contancts, a form with my student ID on it. Not my CCSU student ID.

I know it's been four years since I've applied to colleges but did I just get accepted into Grad school? haha if so....sweet.