An update

I am in a relationship filled with firsts. I know this sounds peculiar since Jon is not my first boyfriend but in some ways its true. Those of you that have known me forever that I'm really non confrontational. I like to bottle everything up and that is where I get to the point where I'm like "Ugh...this person gets on my nerves...RESENTMENT!" Well Jon is not like that. he doesn't allow me to avoid him when I get frustrated or upset by what he says. He wants to hash it out, get it out and over with. After 20 years of bottling it up, it can be a challenge to do just that, but I'm trying damn hard. it's pretty amazing, these Tiff's or whatever you want to call them, once they are over, everything is back to normal. No one wants to break up and we keep on being happy. he's so different than anyone I've ever been with.

In other fun and exciting news,I got my palm read last weekend! IT was sooooo cool. I know that its all your interpretation of it. But it was so worth and I felt like a lot of things made sense. My tarot cards were really cliche but hey, if my goals becoming achieved, having lots of money, and marring someone devoted to me are in my future. hah. BRING IT.

Another fun fact. DID AMAZING ON MY AURAL SKILLS MIDTERM! yayay! He even told me I did a good job. WOOOT!

Working on an amazing story. Another one that I've been working for a long time.Maybe this is how I'll get lots of money lol. Anywho This is what I'm picturing my main girl looking like. This is that girl that's on that 10 things I hate about you show. My main character has her features. It gives me something to work with.

I love this weather!

I love this weather because it gives me the opportunity to go out and take pictures as well as just enjoy the warm weather. I took these at Jon's house on Friday. The one below is of his dog Willis.


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I think this one is self explanitory....




I may put the rest up on facebook. :D

In other news, I'm on Spring break! Pretty much working! But its money towards my trip and I plan on doing some fun things on my days off. Tomorrow, is going to be a day trip day with my man...and this coming weekend? UCONN me thinks. :)

Banquo Alejandro Beyus

Whenever I see people outside walking dogs....

It really makes me want a puppy.

I always say "When I graduate from CCSU, and I live on my own, I'm going to get a puppy!"

but...I'm thinking I should change it to..."When I make it into the professional program, I'm going to get a puppy."

Because that's only in a year. heeheeheheeh.

Hopefully, I will out the house by then...because, that may put a snag in the plan. :)

Just a thought. <3

Oh that's right...I AM Irish...

Doesn't it always seem like all the crap hits the fan at once? I haven't worked in a week and a half and although I'm only out 100 dollars, that's money that I need to thrive. I'm back to normal now, and spring break is next week, but I don't know, I really don't want to dip into my savings account. I have alot saved up...

...sadly it looks as though I'm going to have to. My laptop is on its last leg. I'm actually typing this in the Music Computer Lab. It turns off if it's not plugged in because the battery is shot, its slow, and part of the screen is ruined. I tried to use it at school today and it wouldn't install updates. an hour and 45 minutes of trying to install something for clean access. and nothing ARGH! I got to save for my trip. For my "move out on my own" fund. I really don't want to shell out for a new lap top.

I'm getting pretty desperate though.

I keep on thinking about this time last year. It's a where are they now kinda deal. A previous chapter, an old way of life. I honestly think that the changing of the seasons gets me thinking. Some of the things changed for the better. Other things...well I wish they didn't happen.

You learn from it. I think you learn to love better by it.

Just a small note...

I really don't like SGA. They yell at me. For things I cannot control. Perhaps if you contacted me more frequently...I would make an attempt to keep in touch with you. I am not a physic. haha I know how OBAMA feels. haha. not really. He's got it much worse.

Dropped PSY 112 today. It was liberating. Next semester will be better. Now my GPA will rock. :D

Target Run? I think yes.

Byeee

Cuz I Love the Way You Say Good Morning...

Okay here's that long entry that I've been promising.

Its been quite a week, hell quite a weekend. Although I cannot work still, I have trouble standing for longer than like 15 minutes, I got so much work done. It's awesome.

So Lets wrap up this "foot" blog. Because this not what the blog was meant for. OKAY. So this week was a little rough. I had to crutch all over and what normally takes a person five or ten minutes, took me 15 to 20. Yuck and it actually took less time to get in my car and drive closer to my next class than to crutch there. Wednesday, my first full day back was intense, I'm pretty sure I cried at least four times. It was just frustrating and hard to get around even with Jon's help. Like I said in my previous entry I would have been lost with out all of his help. He drove me, helped me get in and out of the shower, made me food etc, took me grocery shopping, among many other things. Well, luckily things started feeling better because I was getting really sad. As of friday afternoon, I went to just one crutch and there are times that I wonder if I really need it at all. Like stairs with one crutch....kinda pointless. So we'll see. I bet by mid week I will be walking around by myself! YAY! Thank god it ended up not being anything serious.

In other news, I think I spent....one day of this week with out Jon. He took care of me Monday night till Thursday morning. Then on Friday he picked me up and I was going to see his band Deep Six play at a place in Naugatuck. Sadly, there was some kind of mix up and they double booked. So Jon and company got 200 dollars for sitting there and eating dinner and he and his friend Keith did a short acoustic set when the other guy needed a break. Not too shabby I think. I slept at his house and did lots of homework while he was work. It was amazing! it was so quiet! No crap cars, or yelling people or blasting music. Just the Rain and his father watching tv downstairs...it was heavenly! After that, went with him to a DJ thing, a party for a man we work for and it was a lot of fun. I know this sounds cheesy, but I have fun with him even if its sitting in the corner of an Italian Social Club picking out what songs we're going to play for a persons birthday party. :) Came back to the apartment and was able to stay up a little because I wasn't exhausted from crutching or from being in pain. So yes, I will be broke the next two big Y checks but I had a good weekend.

Speaking of mad bank, haha I got my check for Gilbert finally. WOOT. 300 Washington's. Yay for saving for future things and for my trip to Disney! Now my money from Big Y can go to that and I won't feel bad!

In other, other news...I'm dropping a class. *Gasp* I know I know. I'm not doing well and I have trouble getting to it on time when I'm healthy. So I just figured I would retake it at a better time next semester or maybe even over the summer. Why struggle and fail. I am doing well in my other classes, lets let that boost my GPA.

Okay, I think that's everything. Foot. Jon. hmmmm....money...I think I covered it all.

Love<3

Starting to see the light...

A foot update!

I'm finally starting to feel better! One of my fellow crippled ACAbella's suggested putting an icy hot patches on my ankle and it was AWESOME! I slept through the night! Honestly my body is more sore from the crutches than anything else. I wish I could post pictures of my palms. They are all black and blue!

I really don't know what I would have done with out Jon. He helped me so much! I'm not worthy I'm not worthy!

Well This is just a short one because Carolyn and Lisa are coming over! I promise to write a longer cooler one tomorrow! No work this weekend. still on crutches. :(

One Step at a time right?

Some fresh starts and a set back

I've crossed over!

I've had a livejournal since I was in high school. It's always gotten the job done, but it seems like many have upgraded to Blogger. I can think of two people who still write in their livejournal regularly. I just like the way Blogger is set up and I don't know it just seems more personal. I know there is the whole public no private or friends only option, but if I feel the need to vent about things that shouldn't be on here...Livejournal is still there. I'm loving the green layout. The picture is of Topsmead State Park in Litchfield. Probably my favorite outdoor place on the planet. If I have my way, I want to get married there. :)

So going along with fresh starts is the fact that winter is on it's way out. The days are warmer. The days are too warm for my heavy pea-coat. Its sunny and the wind is not biting. Although I am a little disappointed that we didn't have a spectacular snow storm to keep us snowed in for a couple days, I suppose it's a blessing. I hate walking around school like that. But in any case, it feels like spring is coming and that means one thing where I live. EVERYONE is outside. You can here the kids running around and screaming. You can hear the middle aged Spanish men listening to their music and working on their crappy cars. This I find adorable. You can also hear the young people listening to their hip hop music at all hours with the bass so loud its shaking their car. This I find obnoxious. The neighbors next store will have their windows open....which means I will have to figure out a way to drown out their already loud voices. Bring it on.

Speaking of already mentioned neighbors: Do you think I could call ASPCA or animal cruelty just because I can hear them yelling at their dog, all the time? No. I didn't think so either. :(

Okay and now for the set back. Saturday night I went to my cousin's house. You know, the one that is getting married in June? Well it was a really uneventful night. I alphabetized her guest list so they could tell the reception hall what the people were eating. Any who. at about...10:45, her brother had to go to work and i was blocking him and I went to go home. I had my bridesmaid dress, I had my purse. I was going slow because I couldn't see well...

...and I slipped on ice. It was like what had melted during the day had frozen at the bottom of the walk and i of course am a magnet for disaster. My leg stayed in one place and my body moved. It hurt really bad and my cousin had to pick me up and carry me to my car. Lets just say by the time I drove home, I couldn't put weight on it at all (it's my left leg) Long story short. I was in the ER until almost 2. I sprained it and chipped the bone and I'm crutches. Jon was five hours away in Pennsylvania visiting his sister. I can barely get around. School is pretty much not an option unless someone can help me with all my stuff or I can get a handicapped sticker or something. I'm really hoping it will go away normal...I don't want a cast.

Despite the set back. I'm still happy. Jon is coming up to take care of me and then tomorrow is six months spent together. I know that it doesn't seem like that big of a deal, but Jon and I liked each other for a long time before he did anything about it...as well as it just feels longer than six months. Ha which actually, it is. It's more like 7 and a week. But I was a chicken. You get what I mean, right? <3

Okay, I'm done now.